
2023年1月5日,我的第一张EP “Blind Dream”收工了。这一切都分别完成于纽约与洛杉矶狭小的衣柜内。三年的旅程中,收录了9首感官碎片。它们都来自梦里。来自这36个月内的夏夜与冬日。不知道为何,只有在这两个季节中,我的感官才会无限放大。在这里有相聚,有别离,有夏末吹来的微风,也有星辰和大海。在这些游走的日子里,我为自己留下了无价的财富,如果我没有记录下这些早已溜走的情绪,我也许不会记得它曾发生过,这个过程里,我也磨的更坚韧了。结束往往都是一瞬间的,我曾无数次想象当这件我一直牵挂,向往的事情在结束那一刻的情绪,现在我可以说,它是平静的。今天的洛杉矶在连续下了一周的阴雨后,放晴了。我感受着夕阳照在对面建筑的白墙反射进我屋里的光的余温,最后一个音符放完,房间又流淌着轻闷的白噪。“结束了”,我想。歌里的人和事,都已经离开我了,我应该也可以尝试着开始向前走,去经历新的故事了吧。
回忆起与各位相遇,并一同度过的这几年,我依然充满眷恋。
On January 5th, 2023, I wrapped up my first EP "Blind Dream". It was all done in the small closets of New York and Los Angeles, respectively. Three years and nine songs. They all come from dreams, from summer nights and winter days over the course of 36 months. Somehow, it is only during these two seasons that my senses are amplified infinitely. There is meeting and parting, the cool breeze blowing in late summer, and the stars, the sea. In these days of wandering, I have left myself with priceless treasures. If I had not recorded these emotions that have long since slipped away, I might not have remembered that it ever happened. The end is often fleeting, and I have imagined countless times the emotions of the moment when this thing I have been holding on to and yearning for is over, and now I can say that I feel peaceful. After a week of continuous rain, it cleared up today in LA. I felt the afterglow of the light reflecting into my house from the sunset shining on the white walls of the building across the street as the last note stopped playing. The room flowed again with a light muffled white noise. "It's over," I thought. The people and things in the EP have all left me, and I should be able to try to start moving forward to new stories.
I still look back on the years I met and spent together with all of you with fondness.
©️ 2023